music: Drath/Kronen/Werz
lyrics: Kronen

I had a plan since I was 16
I will stop smoking when I am 30
A smoker I didn’t want a lifetime to be
I hated this addiction, I wanted to be free

You were my love with a shattering fate
You smoked two packs a day, but at first I stayed
Your face was so pale, coloured like ash
I ignored all the signs, didn’t see all the trash

Chorus:
I escaped from the blue – the colour of sadness
I turned my back to your black – the colour of madness
I ran away from your grey – just to see the open sky
To breathe clean air and feel – I am still alive

A postcard on your wall that said „Make me happy!“
Your car and your home were sponsored by daddy
You were not strong enough to stand the temptation
You followed your friends who were smoking with passion

You cut our line and we ended up in silence
Your passive aggression was the trigger of violence
I just hurt myself but your smile hurts me deeper
I always felt guilty your sweetness was bitter

Chorus:
I escaped from the blue – the colour of sadness
I turned my back to your black – the colour of madness
I ran away from your grey – just to see the open sky
To breathe clean air and feel – I am still alive

Oh-oh-oh-ooo…

It took so many efforts to create my new chances
I didn’t want to see this suicide on installments
It was not my will watch you getting ill
So I let you know that I have to go – oh no

Chorus:
I escaped from the blue – the colour of sadness
I turned my back to your black – the colour of madness
I ran away from your grey – just to see the open sky
To breathe clean air and feel – I am still alive

I had a plan since I was 16
I will stop smoking when I am 30
A smoker I didn’t want a lifetime to be
I hate this addiction, but now I am free – oh free

Now I am free